basically, i just start getting to know someone i thought maybe would be a keeper. guess i was sorely mistaken. maybe it was just the fact that i just started getting to know him, i don't know. i'm just ridiculously over being hurt. i didn't open up to him at first because i'm so used to guys just stepping all over me and doing the same exact shit to me over and over and over again. well he wasn't any different, he just cut to the chase a little faster than the others. i just started to open myself up, honestly, and i was pretty much at my most vulnerable, weak point. and he didn't even see that. he just pretty much threw me away like a piece of trash. whatever. i'm tired of this bullshit.